Day 2 - 160.8lbs

So according to the scales, when i woke up this morning i had lost one pound. I guess it may have been disillusionment that one pound was all i could lose even after following a diet i thought was fool proof. But now i think about it - it had been one day! A pound a day is hardly a bad thing!

Anyway, when i got to uni people were having uni breakfasts. And i therefore had some almond loaf and some cheese rolls. Which broke the diet straight away - dairy and carbs. Fail. After what, 30 hours of successful dieting?

So I was depressed about that. Stole people's nachos at lunch even though i hadn't dared pack anything for myself obviously. Got home, ate two sandwiches, some crackers, cookies. Really not a good thing.

I'm throwing it up as we speak. That's all i can do really. And hope like hell that tomorrow i haven't put on weight.

Day 1 - back from uni

I came home from uni today - long day til about 4:30. I did not eat anything at Uni except one green apple that i had because i felt really tired and faint. And i weighed myself and was at 161.2lbs

That's a bit annoying - to have not lost more. But i've been good and not had a snack when i got home which is the worst time because i always get home and grab one million things to eat.

Anyway,

We'll see what the scales say tomorrow morning at my official weigh in time. I hate starving.

Day 1: Starting weight = 162lbs

I've just woken up on the first morning of the diet.

You know what i'm most afraid of? Forgetting i'm on it. Sounds pretty stupid but if someone walks past me with a plate of muffins and offers me one there's this voice inside my head that says "Oh just have one." But i can't keep doing that! It's so stupid!

Anyway. I'm 162lbs and i'm planning on having a fast day today. Just to get the ball rolling. Wish me luck - i'll write again tonight.

The Eve of...

So basically, i'm on a mission to lose weight.

At the moment i'm sitting at around 162lbs? Not too sure because I haven't weighed myself since before dinner. Actually at the moment i'm probably more 164lbs after that dinner. The last supper!

Tomorrow i'm starting my mission to get to 100lbs.

I think that's a healthy weight for me to be at (my heights about 160cm) and at that weight i'll be thin. So i'm pretty young. 17 to be exact. And i don't want to go through life being fat anymore. I really think it's just such a waste. I'm not obese. But overweight and would much rather be smaller.

My first goal is 150lbs which i hope to reach in 2 weeks.

DIET

- Nothing to drink but water. We don't need anything else to drink to function right? that's an easy one.

- NO CARBS. This is the hardest one. I love bread, biscuits, rice - everything has f*cking carbs! But i do not want to have carbs. They make you obese.

- No dairy

- No fatty foods, lollies, chips etc. --> all that obviously bad stuff that no one would ever eat if they wanted to lose weight.

And that's about it!

I'll tell you my weight each day from that morning when I wake up which is usually about 7am. So it'll be a consistent time and pretty much reflect the previous day's weight loss efforts. I'll be honest on here - you guys have to hold me accountable.

So anyone who wants to join me on this little journey you're welcome to. I'll post my thinspiration on here etc. and you can comment/tell me your story. My first thinspiration is my ultimate (albeit unachievable) goal. Olivia Palermo. She's so gorgeous and these photos - i mean her legs!